Wow how many months after right? lol this is actually harder than I thought... but it's a learning process and I'm hoping I will gain a feel and write more often than I am right now. I really want to but the will and push isn't... I guess you can say I'm a lazy writer SMH, sad innit.
Happy New month! May the good Lord continue to keep us all, and shower us with blessings. September is a significant month for me; beginning of new school year, my sister and mommy and friend's birthdays, my grandmother is coming, my aunt's death will be 3months (already) and so on and so forth, I am looking forward to this month. Also I'm using this opportunity to promise to do better this new month, LOL I mean it.
Currently, I'm nursing a loss, a painful loss of my phone of two years and few weeks old. It is depressing and sucks to be cut off the world (or at least it feels like it), I feel lost and just about ready to scream but I'm not. Hopefully somebody will love me enough to replace it soon... keyword being hopefully.
So what's up in the past 3 months you might ask, well a whole lot of stuff has happened and still is... made new friends, caught up with old ones and lost some. What can you do? circle of life I guess you can say. I got a job offer (none degree related) at the most random time ever, funny story too. My friend called me early one morning asking for a ride to an interview she had with a company and after reluctantly pulling the sheets off of me and getting up that early summer morning, we drove there and while sitting she told me to fill an application for job (wouldn't hurt if I did right) so I did and within the one hour we were there, I got interviewed and got my hours.. yea freaky stuff but it was awesome, it came at the right time.
Also during this summer, I've done some re-evaluation of what I need and want in my life: the kind of relationships I want in my life. Life is too short and precious to be serious, so all the over-serious friends/acquaintances I've distanced myself from.. some I have for awhile now but I'm learning to totally free them from my life, I don't need it. But one in particular, who I was very close to before an ex got between us, I have few words for (I'm finally ready to speak my mind to her, and exactly what I think/thought about her) so I've invited her lunch sometime this week. Hopefully she won't back out and give flimsy excuse because I am really looking forward to spewing everything, as in everything out and get some truth out of her about the situation that came about and her relationship with ex-boy.
So already this month is looking promising, school is starting, mending/closing friendships, and possible romance? hmm well we will see (including me) how things turn out. I cannot wait to find out and for you to read. But in the meantime, live like the next minute isn't granted, laugh till your sides hurts (plus you burn calories), and love with your whole heart.
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